Your scumbag boy baby

Sat in a park side by side
I lost myself in your eyes
If you couldn't tell by now I fell
For you at the very first sight
Spent the summer with each other
Fell in love with one another
To the dark you brought the colour and I
I never felt something like that before
I never wana close that fucking door
What am I meant to write inside my second verse
Other than I fucked that shit up and guess what it fucking hurts
Yeh I'm a scumbag boy baby and the bags came first
I know how hatе myself trust me girl I am the worst
I fеll in love with getting faded lessons never were learnt
I turned up to your house covered head to toe in dirt
And I think I should let you know or at least try to converse
You meant everything to me and trust me I've suffered