Withdrawals.

And my, teeth chatter as I'm breathing down your neck
And I'm, so sorry she know I use her for sex
But I, could explain if you just give me a sec
Keep, on callin ya maybe you should give me a rest
Cause When I'm drunk is the only time I answer your texts
You keep asking can you please comeover
I say yes but You that I won't when I'm sober
And My, teeth chatter as I'm breathing down your neck
And I'm, so sorry she know I use her for sex
But I, could explain if you just give me a sec
Keep, on callin maybe you should give me a rest
Cause When I'm drunk is the only time I answer your texts
You keep asking can you please comeover
I say yes but You that I won't when I'm sober
Said she love me but she just love the lies that I told her
I'm on these pills again
I lost like all my friends
I've been drinking to my end
Didn't think it could be my end
My hands shake it's getting hard for me to see
Guess quitting ain't done that damn easily
Back pain and I'm stuck up in a freeze-e-e
Cant move my whole body starts to seize-e-e
And My teeth chatter as I'm breathing down your neck
And I'm, so sorry she know I use her for sex
But I, could explain if you just give me a sec
Keep, on callin maybe you should give me a rest
Cause When I'm drunk is the only time I answer your texts
You keep asking can you please comeover
I say yes but You that I won't when I'm sober
Said she love me but she just love the lies that I told her
Driving drunk and I lied about having my keys
I'm Off the drugs I can barley stand up from my knees
Drink so much it's getting for me to see
You get what you want but it doesn't come for free
And this addictions it's killing me
Never knew this is where i would be
Didn't think this is where it would lead-d-d
My head hurts and my head it bleeds-s-s-s
And I, Only love when out my mind
Don't text you sober take that a sign
I'd rather spend the night with a bottle a wine
If I was damn inclined
I guess healing just takes some time
So I'll leave you alone while I go and take mine
People only know me when I'm messed up
I Don't leave the house sober
She only know the drunk me I really don't know her
Sweating lots I'm only getting colder
I Wish, life would slow down I'm only getting older
Sometimes I'm stuck wishing this life was over
Sometimes I wish you knew me for me
But I'm to fucked up so I guess next time we'll see
I'll find you soon Whenever that may be
I'll find you soon wherever that may lead