Von's Christmas

They say, Love is in the air
But to God, I'd swear
I must have been living vacuumed
The weather is cold, and so is my soul
My whole aura is waiting to bloom
The season of joy flushes through the walls
But couldn't phase through my heart
This lingering feeling becomes my own Grinch
My Christmas spirit losing the spark
I hope Von knows
What the future holds

This Christmas that I never had
I wish I was more than 18
This Christmas that I never had
I long to breathe love like a teenage dream
I am not down on the floor
I pick myself up cuz there will be tomorrow
The lights are flickering like my heart skips a line cuz there will be tomorrow
The ending of my sorrow this time

Carol singers around the town
A choir of Hope, that's how they sound (How they sound)
One finds another in yuletide while bejeweling the evergreen
What will I find when the sun rises
Underneath the Christmas pine?
Windshield fogs up and we draw a smile
The happiest I've ever been
I hope Von knows
What the future holds. Yeah

This Christmas that I never had
I wish I was more than 18
This Christmas that I never had
I long to breathe love like a teenage dream
I am not down on the floor
I pick myself up cuz there will be tomorrow
The lights are flickering like my heart skips a line cuz there will be tomorrow
The ending of my sorrow this time
One Christmas under mistletoe
Singing Christmas songs with you
One Christmas that I never had
Saint Nick grants my wishes come true
When everybody tells you your time will come
Von, baby, I guarantee the fun
Let's contemplate what we could have become
When the heart sinks, it's like a comet crashing
To the freakin' surface
It's apocalyptic
Baby, don't you worry
Together, we can get through this
Just take my hands
We'll fly with reindeers
Oh, What a bliss
On this Christmas that Von never had