Feel Me, Love Me

(Willow)

[Verse]
Why these girls always thinking they can do what they want?
They put their hands on my pants until they're feeling my gun
They run their hands up my shirt, I tell them I'm insecure
Girl, I don't wanna lust, I don't got no time for love now
Baby, drain my energy
Music is my remedy
I don't think I'll ever fall in love, its been the end of me
I'm my biggest enemy
Pour codeine and Hennessy
Baby, that's a lie, I fake addiction for the imagery
Never been an addict, but I've been sober for too long
I just watched my homiеs sniff their lines and now they'rе too gone
They're making decisions I don't like, I think I'll move on
But I gotta love them, they support me when my mood's wrong
I just stalk my exes cause' I miss them, ain't that irony?
Baby, I'm so toxic, but I love you, why you lie to me?
Tryna find a higher me
Nobody's gon' hire me
But I still got money coming in, that's why they lie to me
I know that they love me cause' my money comes in big counts
That's why when I take her to my room she takes her tits out
I don't want no sex, I want affection, but she's pissed now
I just wanna give her the world, she tryna diss now
I don't wanna love, I don't wanna fight, babe I've been alright
Babe, I've been okay without you, now you're getting high
Fly my kite right into the wires, burn me like a light
I just wanna forgive myself for my sins, but it's so hard, I tried
Know I tried, babe I know I lied every time I cried
I know that I told you I was fine that time I almost died
I hope that my momma can forgive me for those times I tried running away from all the problems that I built inside