Count to Ten

I saw my friend in a dream
I asked him where the fuck was he, said this is where I've been
I said count to ten say the lords prayer backwards

I saw my friend in a dream
I asked him where the fuck was he, said this is where i've been
I said count to ten say the lords prayer backwards
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling

Don't say I didn't warn you
Didn't adore you
Didn't try to lure you to change places
My friends, I was patient
I keep my mouth shut when it pays me
It's my fault i'm drawn to the lights and the crazy
I'm lazy on the drive, I'm asleep at the drive in
I'm weak when it comes to holding my mouth in
I tweak when it turns to gold in my mind
Make up your mind is that I speak too much
Or I never speak enough
Is it that I'm a creep or I'm not creep enough
I think you weak as fuck for not speaking up

I saw my friend in a dream
I asked him where the fuck was he, said this is where I've been
I said count to ten say the lords prayer backwards
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling

If I've got 2 paths lined up as options
Imma cut my losses, any road that I take anyway is rotten
The space I take up starts to blossom and good as forgotten
You try to tell me nothing healthy grows in the darkness,
So explain how I'm the hardest
You thought coz I was the smallest I was probably harmless
Give yourself a pat on the back now check your wallet
These motherfuckers come with nothing
And get mad at me when I'm on it
Get mad at me coz I got it
You can keep your dad hat, can keep your converse
I'll keep running these lines about you at my concerts
Sad coz you think you been doin' this longer
Well I'm sad for you, in your khakis, I came to conquer
You think I'm just some dumb bitch, I'm coming for everything
If you're right and I'm a dumb bitch, I'm coming for everything

I saw my friend in a dream
I asked him where the fuck was he, said this is where i've been
I said count to ten say the lords prayer backwards
He says at least i'm alive darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm alive, darling
He says at least I'm