All for You

All for you
Guide the way we move
Don't know about you
Ready for a debut
Yeah yeah
All for you
Have to see it through
No miscues
So I pick and choose
Sorry that ya missed your cue
Throughout life
Given clues by you
To know which
Paths to choose
It was gone too soon but
I work to give the sun and the moon to you
The you in me dictates aggressive moves
Be my own star,
No one could ever
Tell me what I can't fucking do
And that's because of you
Genetics 50/50 but I'm you
Through and through
Wish we could laugh
Chat about
How we are both
A little coocoo
Sorry I tested you
It's because I'm just like you
Mom, I love and miss you
Say that on the track
Cause if people play it back
It can always reach you
Thickened my skin
To deal with all the crap
Taught me to catch
To be the duck
Roll it off like
Like damn boy where your head at?
Jeepers Creepers cut the crap
She'd say pull up
The bootstraps
All for you
Guide the way we move
Don't know about you
Ready for a debut
Yeah yeah
All for you
Have to see it through
With no miscues
So I pick and choose
Sorry that ya missed your cue
Taught me about self worth
The value of my word
To keep my head up through the worst
Remember you were base coaching on first
Had a voice that needed to be heard
Only Woman in the league
Dads would drag you through the dirt
See the way it made you hurt
Doing it to put your kids first.
Every week, up in catholic church
Receive communion weekly
You never had your first
If we got lippy, we'd get the worst
Soap in my mouth if I cursed
Bare ass spankings
Of course those hurt
Nothing I'd reverse
Writing this has helped
Been hesitant
Thought it would make it worse
Wanted to fade away
On the day
You left in a hearse
Grief isn't it a curse
Just A process
To go through first
It's poetic
Like spoken word
Yeah damn
All for you
Guide the way we move
Don't know about you
Ready for a debut
Yeah yeah
All for you
Have to see it through
With no miscues
So I pick and choose
Sorry that ya missed your cue
It's all for you