Profound

I promise I won't fade away
I promise I'll sing for today
Still wake up, smoke the day away
Reflect on all of my mistakes
Inside my minds a hiding place
No more game, I don't play
On the move don't ask me to stay
We Are remembered if we create
Musics were I put my faith
Head up high Ill be okay
Focused on mine, don't get my time
Pain can make it hard to climb
Everyday the sun still rises
Everyday's filled with surprises
More ways they try to divide us
Deepens the pain that's inside us
Two thumbs up let my brain go numb
Body is floating feeling numb
I want silence in my own head
Day may be better off in bed
Slumped, all that needs to be said
I'll get up Ill sleep when I'm dead
This cycle is turning to a trend
Haven't been well been on the mend
Go to the doc be put on meds
Maybe Ill leave with a brain full of, full of led
Or full of regrets
Don't mean to offend
My life isn't something you need to defend
Although I digressed from positivity cause I've been stressed
Feels worthless wonderin if its worth it
If momma heard this shed be turnin
Lately body, mind, insides have been burnin
Im just sick of the hurting, yeah

Sit with your pain
Quiet your brain
Toil at the gardens of your brain
Its the only way I stay sane
Day by Day getting used to change
Don't let the darkness root deep down
Set it on fire let it out
No O2 suffocate the doubt
Keep your focus on the profound.