I've heard that song before

I've got imposter syndrome, and, yes
It really hurts
To you, I'm great potential, to me
I am the worst
I'm not what you signed up for
I continue to change you love me so-so
I know something we should arrange

Four years since I've been
Sane, almost five years, It's not a game
I feel like you love me less
And I feel less if I'm the blame
You say that you love me
But that it's my fault when you get hurt
Want nothing but the best for you
I guess that's why I get the worst

I told bro to hit my blunt
And he was like, "Bro, I don't smoke"
And I was like
"What do you mean you don't smoke?"
And he was like, "I'm not a smoker"
And I was like, "If you're not
A smoker, you're a pussy
That's what you are"

I said, "That's not the case" you told me
"Yes it was" the look up on your face
The opposite of blush
Maybe we can agree, agree to disagree
You got shit goin' on
Nothin' to do with me

Four years since I've been
Sane, almost five years, It's not a game
I feel like you love me less
And I feel less if I'm the blame
You say that you love me
But that it's my fault when you get hurt
Want nothing but the best for you
I guess that's why I get the worst

I told bro to hit my blunt
And he was like, "Bro, I don't smoke"
And I was like
"What do you mean you don't smoke?"
And he was like, "I'm not a smoker"
And I was like, "If you're not
A smoker, you're a pussy
That's what you are"

Four years since I've been
Sane, almost five years, It's not a game
I feel like you love me less
And I feel less if I'm the blame
You say that you love me
But that it's my fault when you get hurt
Want nothing but the best for you
I guess that's why I get the worst

It's a different kinda love for me
It's a different kinda love for you
It's a different kinda love for me
It's a different kinda love for you
It's a different kinda love for me
It's a different kinda love for you
Never heard some shit like this

It's not a game if I'm the blame
When you get hurt i get the worst