My Light

[Verse 1]
Saying I'm sorry won't be as helpful
Saying I hurt you won't make me any less guilty
Nor less sore for having done everything I did
My light, I hope you're well
I hope what I did to you didn't turn into insecurity
My light, I'm so sorry
God, kill me now if I'm lying
(God, kill me now if I'm lying)

[Bass Solo]

[Verse 2]
My choices culminated in all of that
I wish I could go back in time and not have left you
These choices will hurt me 'til the end of time
I wish I could let go of everything
And just hold on to you (To you)
Feel your hand running through my hair
And feel you
(Feel you)

[Verse 3]
But I tried
I tried to get you to come back to me
But this time it was you who let me go
When you said you loved mе (When you said you loved me)
I didn't feel thе truth in the words
But I don't blame you (I don't blame you)
If anyone is to blame, it's me, it's me