forgive & forget

Forgive and forget that's what dad always said
But you never said sorry
You have no regrets
The eye contact faded
You know you betrayed me
My vision went dark
I looked for a spark

I'll stare at the ceiling cause maybe you're there
Maybe you're hiding
I know why you're scared
Cause I know what you did
And she knows it too
And you know I'll never forgive or forget you

Forgive and forget and believe me I tried
But you never took back all the words you described
I heard all your stories
I watched as you walked
Right past my body, you must've forgot

You promised you'd be there but you've disappeared
I know I hurt you but we weren't real
Cause you made a choice
And it wasn't me
And now I won't let you forgive or forget me

I'll never return
From the image inside of your head
She was pretending to be the stereotype
So you wouldn't insult her, give her too much alone time
And I tried so damn hard to be someone you liked
But I'm still a player in your video game life
You knew how to use me to get the real prize
It's happened before, so I'm not surprised