Addiction Waltz

It doesn't matter now
Nobody needs to take a bow
Cause everything that I wanted to live
I'd asked the stars and I believed
But after all these mistakes
I've drunk far more than I could take
It really doesn't matter now
I'm drunk and I'm lonely on the inside
I'm drunk and lonely on the inside
So drunk and lonely on the inside
So drunk and lonely on the inside
I feel my addiction, so much more than what they see
Can feel my addiction, too late to play again
Still acting a fiction, it won't leave me alone, no no

And you try to turn around
To change the ground you are stepping on
But it doesn't happen that easy
Then you fall down again
And you dig that same ground
Hoping to live a life that ain't wasted
I'm drunk and I'm lonely on the inside
I'm drunk and lonely on the inside
I feel my addiction, so much more then what they see
Can feel my addiction, too late to play again
Still acting a fiction, it won't leave me alone
I feel my addiction, 'cause this is not a game, no no
I'll fight my addiction, be there every day
With no contradictions, may my life be saved
I'm learning your diction, hope one day we'll say
I beat my addictions
I beat my addictions
I beat my addictions