where is my face?

These pants are off
My hair's not long enough
This t-shirt is a t-shirt
This underwear
Is not my size
When I go out
Will someone attack me?
I'd like to shave
But I'm feeling suicidal
I've lost my face
And there I go
Down again
Down again
Down again
Will this be my
Foundation tone?
Will you be mad
If I say no?
There's too much light
It shows my face
If they laugh at me
Will I stop myself?
And do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?
Do I want to?