Wake Up

[Verse 1]
I ask myself will I ever change?
A broken record, can’t turn the page
Take a long hard look in the bathroom mirror
Head in my hands, how’d I end up here?
But the days go on, people in their lanes
Can’t rid the doubts or ditch the shame
Little laughs and coping lies
I tell myself, it’s a disguise

[Chorus]
When I wake up, when I wake up
It’s written on my face
When I wake up, when I wake up
I say today’s the day that I’m gonna change

I’m gonna fucking change
Find a way, fight the urge
Leave yesterday
I’m gonna fucking change

[Verse 2]
A weakened state, those stupid nights
The worst decisions of my life
And I wish I could take it all back
But we know life doesn’t work like that
So my guard is up, can I let it down?
I don’t know love, lost, never found
And I start to wonder what’s wrong with me?
'Cause everyone else has found their feet
I was living hard and running out of time
Bet the fort, took a risk, confide
I don’t know, I don’t know anymore
I don’t know, I don’t know anymore

[Chorus]
When I wake up, when I wake up
It’s written on my face
When I wake up, when I wake up
I say today’s the day that I’m gonna change

[Outro]
She said you’re fucked up
She said you’re so fucked up
She said you’re fucked up
She said you’re so fucked up
I said I’m gonna change
Find a way, fight the urge
Leave yesterday
I know I’m gonna change
Find a way, fight the urge
Fuck yesterday