bloody nose

You should of listened when they told your ass to go
Swear to god I ain't that kid no more
Different scripts suck em up who knows
What color it gonna be when i blow
I got orange, and white, and red, bloody nose
And its dripping off my septum oh no
And I wonder where the fuck the drugs go
Did I take em or just drop em on the floor
And I find a fucking Addy on the floor
I crush it up and snort it up, one more
And I find a fucking Xanny in my home
I just crush it with my teeth and let go
And I know I treat my life like a joke
But I got so much pain to my own
And I wonder if all these strangers know
That it just fucking crushed my soul

I don't wanna OD in the end
Imagine if I took a pill and i just end up dead
Wonder how that works cause I ain't even done it yet
I'm surprised, I'm surprised
Crushing fucking Xanax in my teeth and snorting drugs
Wait until my nose bleeds, then I give up
Then I go to bed and then I try to wake up
And then I do it again, cause that's what's up
And I'm sorry baby I can't ever change
I love all these chemicals they're messing with my brain
They're fucking up my speech so much that I can't even say
What the fuck is happening inside my brain
Everybody wants to hear about your fucking pain
How about I start with the potions that I drink
Mix a couple pills I do not know what they are
I just wanna see if they make me see the stars
I don't even recognize myself anymore
I don't even know what I did, oh boy
I just must've fucked up my brain so much
That I don't got no memory of what i was
And I don't love anybody except these drugs
And I'ma keep em by me until I'm done
I'ma keep em by me until I'm done
I'ma keep em by me until I'm done

You should of listened when they told your ass to go
Swear to god I ain't that kid no more
Different scripts suck em up who knows
What color it gonna be when I blow
I got orange, and white, and red, bloody nose
And its dripping off my septum oh no
And I wonder where the fuck the drugs go
Did I take em or just drop em on the floor
And I find a fucking Addy on the floor
I crush it up and snort it up, one more
And I find a fucking Xanny in my home
I just crush it with my teeth and let go
And I know I treat my life like a joke
But I got so much pain to my own
And I wonder if all these strangers know
That it just fucking crushed my soul