THRONE OF DESPAIR

I'm strung out like some Christmas lights
My hands be grippin' tight on that pole like a stripper
Both my wrists get slit tonight
Takin' tolls on my body, I can't seem to get it right
Eighth of blow in my body, hell yeah I feel the white
Off these drugs and they pullin' me apart (String cheese)
I been fucked up from the motherfuckin' start (Believe me)
Even before I had started breathing
I was in the womb tweaking
They say that money can't buy you no happiness (Huh?)
Then why the fuck do I be smilin' when I'm at the plug house?
Got a sack of it (Yeah) hit a bump and I'm blastin' off
Walkin' around with my tongue out
What is happenin'? (Fuck)
I'm losin' my sense of reality, seatbelt unfastening
Yeah I was gone for a sec but I'm back again
Hit me the fuck up, a youngin got acid in by the book (Ay)
Magazines in Macs, we eat the beef after it's cooked (Yeah)
Battles, we gon' clash and leave the scene
Latch you to hooks (Bitch)
Dragons breathin' down my neck, it's Me that they mistook for a hoe
I pulled my sword out the ground and the planet shook (Ay)
Raven, he ain't never been nothin' nice
Strictly that Whitney inside of my system, I simply just do not be fuckin' with ice
Up in the system, my charges was vicious
As soon as they dropped I was uppin' the price
Glitchin' on X, boy I'm in this bitch sweatin'
Alone, but still clutchin' my gun and my knife
Get tossed (Ay) in a vat of acid if you get me pissed off (Okay)
Split a tab of acid with my bitch and get off (Yeah)
Dick up in her throat, I'm fuckin' up her lip gloss (Bitch)
"RAVEN" cross the back in purple ink, it's embossed
I'm strung out like some Christmas lights
My hands be grippin' tight on that pole like a stripper
Both my wrists get slit tonight
Takin' tolls on my body, I can't seem to get it right
Eighth of blow in my body, hell yeah I feel the white