WaitingForAReply

Pitch black room, starin' at my phone
Wonderin' when the fuck you'll be comin' home
Head filled up, with thoughts of you with somebody else
And they get the best of me when I'm alone
I ain't ate in a week, can't sleep, no
Not a single second of it has been peaceful
Could fill a pool with all the tears that I done cried
Just waiting for a reply
I don't know what I want but you got it
Don't give a fuck if what we had was toxic
I can't get up off these toxins
Can't get out this cage I'm locked in
No
I'm self destructive, and I'm lovesick
Whenever something goes wrong, too quick to say fuck it
I always rush it, this isn't love, bitch
Starting to think that this whole time I just been loveless
I beat myself up on the daily
'Cause I keep doin' shit that only makes you hate me
Don't know how the fuck someone could ever date me
But I do know why no one will ever stay with me
Lately it's been challenging but I'm the challenger
It took me way too long to realize I was bad to her
In actuality, right in her back I'm stabbin' her
If shit would've been different, a word I would have with her
Pitch black room, starin' at my phone
Wonderin' when the fuck you'll be comin' home
Head filled up, with thoughts of you with somebody else
And they get the best of me when I'm alone
I ain't ate in a week, can't sleep, no
Not a single second of it has been peaceful
Could fill a pool with all the tears that I done cried
Just waiting for a reply