Deep End

I've been off the deep end
I'm barely eatin, barely sleepin
Steady thinkin about the past
Hate it seems it's tough
It's somethin I can't grasp
I hate we're beefin, look
The pain I caused, I ain't mean it
I'm in my feels you can see it
This ain't REAL, I can't believe it
Why you leavin?
Tell me what's the reasons, huh?
You said you'd fall like the season
But secrets that I'm keepin
Leave the conversations heated, look
I'm just hoping that I'm dreamin
And, I hate that we not speakin
Back and forth got me thinkin, but
Wait! This ain't love right?
Wait! You said you done right?
I need a break before I lose my mind
Tryna find the words inside, I gotta rid this pride
I've been off the deep end
I'm barely eatin, barely sleepin
Steady thinkin about the past
Hate it seems it's tough
It's somethin I can't grasp
I hate we're beefin, look
Look, I need you always
Like more than the physical, in all ways
It's our way, or your way, or the highway
But, they say, patience is key, I guess I'll wait
Time invested like Barclays
You're in good hands like Allstate
Let's make amends, no more heartbreaks
I'm frontin like it's cool if you walkway
Let's see a different view, make a time change
I'm tryna to get you, no more mind games
No one compares to you in this time frame
You're a work of art, you a fine thing
I've been off the deep end
I'm barely eatin, barely sleepin
Steady thinkin about the past
Hate it seems it's tough
It's somethin I can't grasp
I hate we're beefin, look
The pain I caused, I ain't mean it
I'm in my feels you can see it
This ain't REAL, I can't believe it
Why you leavin?
Tell me what's the reasons, huh?
You said you'd fall like the season
But secrets that I'm keepin
Leave the conversations heated, look
I'm just hoping that I'm dreamin
And, I hate that we not speakin
Back and forth got me thinkin, but
I've been off the deep end
I'm barely eatin, barely sleepin
Steady thinkin about the past
Hate it seems it's tough
It's somethin I can't grasp
I hate we're beefin, look