Pray 4 Me

How I'm the hottest and the coldest?
I've been broke, and I've been broken
Look, niggas cap behind them captions
Y'all ain't livin what y'all postin
Killin scenes, no condolence
I feel the furthest from the closest
I feel hopeless, getting anxious, losing focus, I hope they notice
Too many snakes, too many rodents lay the lowest
Praying you fall at any moment
Look, I'm just going through the motions
I'm barely coping, so much I gotta say, I can't disclose it
You know the slogan
Face everything and rise, dope vibes
I live my life like it's golden
I have my moments when I'm darker than the omen
I write it in these songs so they know it
It's barely spoken
I'm just tryna stay sane in this commotion
Staying strong, I barely hold it
I lost too many loved ones here to Covid
RIP Mama C, we barely holdin
I cried more tears, deeper than the ocean
I await my time, I know I'm chosen
Who's doper than me? Who's more potent?
I'm like Jesus how I rose again
Those setbacks won't hold the kid
Naw, forgave some people I won't phone again, still hope they win
If it ain't my business, won't stick my nose in it
My sleeve have these emotions that I'm holdin in
All these closed doors, watch me open em
Too many choosin sides, why y'all on the fence?
Whatcha motive is?
I bounce back from everything, ain't no foldin kid
I grew from the dirt, like a lotus did
I swear these hard times come in dosages
Please pray for me