I'm So Sad

I'm so sad cause I never ever really had the right to be
And I'm so sad cause I never wanna know just what you think of me
I'm so sad that I'm ranting and raving at an empty wall
I'm so sad cause the way to lift myself up is to see you fall

I wont let it go, won't ever grow, wanna let you know, that I'm feeling low
So I'm in control, and you listen, close to the overflow that I'm feeling

I'm so sad cause I never ever really had the right to be
And I'm so sad and I don't have any real accountability
I'm so sad that I'm telling everybody all around the world
And I'm so sad that I can't tell everybody in the universe

I'm unhappy, when you're happy, because I'm sadly alone
And madly in love with feeling afraid
So I behave like a child, and I am reviled

Even brave people break when they're up against a tidal wave
Even brave people break when they're up against a tidal wave

I'm so sad that I'm ranting and I'm raving at an empty wall
I'm so sad cause the way to lift myself up is to see you fall

I'm unhappy, when you're happy, because I'm sadly alone
And I badly bemoan my place in this life, don't want your advice
Don't know who I am, and I'm feeling