Ticking

All this time been ticking
She can't listen
I’m still waiting
Wishing for some silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah my life keep ticking
Dad gonna miss it
Not religious
Praying for the silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I'm in fetal kicking
Fever hitting
Danger to myself
I need some quiet
Yeah
Yeah
Oh the clock keep ticking
Please just listen
Every little ticks on perfect timing
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

Thinking all this time that I was left
I was abandoned
It ruined my childhood
Yeah it did some damage
Thinking all the lies my father said
Before he vanished
Grew up like no child should
Yeah I was stranded
Wonder if those pillies Mom had saved me from would calm me down inside
Watching all them kids grow up with dads just got me boiling in my mind
Wonder if it's silly wishing Mom and Dad would reunite
Then I reminisce about old times when they’d go and fight
I feel alone
Please come home
Never thought
I'd be running from demons
But I'm all on my own
I need some hope
Let the light show
Let me rot
Faith is a trap I'm gonna bury myself in the stone
Thinkin' I got nothing left I killed myself
Inside my head uh huh
Thinkin' if I died the pain would end
But guess in death it thrives uh huh
Imma leave my soul inside the dirt
Inside the Earth nobody search nuh uh uh uh
I can hear the ticks
They from the clock
Can hear them clicks
They better stop yuh huh huh huh

All this time been ticking
She can't listen
I'm still waiting
Wishing for some silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah my life keep ticking
Dad gonna miss it
Not religious
Praying for the silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I’m in fetal kicking
Fever hitting
Danger to myself
I need some quiet
Yeah
Yeah
Oh the clock keep ticking
Please just listen
Every little ticks on perfect timing
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

Oh the clock is ticking
I can feel it
Heart keeps pumping
But I’m bout to die
Oh this life I'll miss it
Body twitching
Girl keep kissing me
Till the end of time
Yeah
Feel the poison in the air
Make it seem like we were never there
Baby you could kill me with a stare
Feel my heart beat out my chest
I think it’s pretty candid
It's like you fed my love more firewood
Yeah there's no famine
Thinking all the lies my father said
Before he vanished
Grew up like no child should
Yeah I was stranded
Wonder if those pillies mom had saved me from
Would've actually changed my life
Watching all them kids grow up with dads just got me staying up at night
Wonder if it’s silly wishing Mom and Dad would reunite
Then I reminisce about old times when they'd go and fight
All this time been ticking
Father ditching
Time he missing
Army swissin
Cut my wrist on accident this time
Yeah
Thought about enlisting
Empty clipping
Gun keep clicking
Got me wishing
A bullet would take my life
Bullet take my life

All this time been ticking
She can't listen
I'm still waiting
Wishing for some silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah my life keep ticking
Dad gonna miss it
Not religious
Praying for the silence
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
I'm in fetal kicking
Fever hitting
Danger to myself
I need some quiet
Yeah
Yeah
Oh the clock keep ticking
Please just listen
Every little ticks on perfect timing
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah