The Moment You've Realized You Are Nothing to Anyone

I can still smell you on my sheets
And now I know what it feels like to be crushed
And now I know what it feels like to be a novelty
And now I know what it feels like to be drowned
By someone you love
Its all over but I'm still choking on the lies
Its all over but I'm still choking
Its all over but I'm still choking on the lies
How can we go on living line after line
I can only stitch myslef up so many times
How can all this have happened in less than a day, less than a day?
Then again it wouldn't have been the first time you threw us away
I've waited so long for someone like you
To fill my days with ruin
Every smile is a painful reminder
Of how I let you continue
All the tears in the world could never stop,
Could never stop you or all the heart breaking wreckage that you did
I love that I can't get enough but I'd be lying if I said that I didn't expect
It
You've past me twice and our eyes haven't met again
You turned my world into remnants of blood in my sink
Will you pick up the pieces again?
Or let them fall to ashes in yor pretty hands
You walk all over me
It's all over but I'm still choking on the lies
You walk all over me
The pain ensues
Knives can only go so deep
You have penetrated the hardest of hearts
And now I can't help but return the favor