Salutations

With all the nights I spent lying in bed. Just know I tried so hard to put my faith in him. I know I'll never be the man you wanted me to be. I just can't believe in something that I can't see. And you can pray for me, but it won't change a thing. I'm just a poor boy. I'm just a lost soul. I'll never find the answers that I've been longing for. I know that I'm just a lost soul, but in the end life doesn't even matter. I just can't believe in the things that I can't see. They haunt me. Why should I ever put my faith in something that never put its faith in me. Please tell me. I just can't believe in the things that I can't see. Release the noose around my neck and set me free