Dark Times
It's dark times
On a road that leads to somewhere
I feel forsaken
Suffocating
Bitch ain't no air
I brought people on
Thinking that they would care
But instead I was deceived
Due to their own affairs
Sent 'em packing
Cause they never ever were there
I sent 'em packing
Cause they forgot that I was there
I trusted them
Like they was a nigga heirs
'Til I saw the envy in they eyes
Starting up a warfare
Been through so much shit
I was so naive
Built a wall of red brick
Keep out all deceit
But your hate tried to put a nigga on his knees
Make a nigga feel the grief
Choking me
I couldn't breathe
Slap a lock on some chains
And then toss the key
Beat a nigga senseless
'Til y'all let me leave
Now a nigga home free
While y'all wanting for beef
Cause I never like to admit that I like to slay the beast
Your name ain't on the roll
Cause you absentee
If you think you hitting hard
I'll beat you til' you bleed
Don't nobody know hate
'Til they can't sleep
Don't nobody know fake
'Til you feeling all deceit
Don't nobody know good
Til it's evil that you meet
Ain't nobody really smart
Less they in the streets
Don't nobody got your back
Cause they in it for the greed
Ain't nobody really patient
They wanna eat what you eat
See I went to the gym
Like a barber
Shaped up
Laid fuck niggas off one by one
Like a pay cut
These fuckers can't play me
Cause I ain't King Tut
Either say it to my face
Orally keep your mouths shut
Went off on a nigga
And a couple too
Family members know it alls
When it comes to you
Acting like they know what's best
When they gossip too
These niggas really think I'm stupid
When they really are the fools
How you see me in my whip
Turn your head
And then leave?
How you say love your blood?
But always fight us, G?
You ain't cool with your cousin
Cause I'm being me?
If you ain't cool with me
I guess you never will be
So take your sorry ass on nigga
Suck these
Cause if I get better off
Don't be crawling out to me
Talking 'bout you proud of a nigga
Yeah, right
Nigga, please
You like every other snake
Tryna bite me
They bullshit stuck with a nigga to this day
But that shame never ever went away
Now I know
Better than ever
What I really wanna say
Cause I don't regret any moment
Pushing everyone away
Cause they never really checked up
When our daddy went away
Yeah, they never checked up
When uncle said to anyway
So quit claiming that you changed
When your respect for family and myself
Is always locked away
I was in these niggas corners
While they fed me bullshit
I was in all these niggas corners
Now I see they hypocrites
Ain't nothing more to say
Less I roast the whole clique
I'd love to shoot my gun
But they ain't worth a clip
Don't beg for my forgiveness
You shattered my respect
Don't beg for my forgiveness
When you caused me unrest
You ain't worth my time now
I hope that you perplexed
See I'm feeling no remorse
When I'm taking heads
It's dark times
So I'm tryna elevate
It's dark times
So I'm tryna motivate
See I ain't gone lie
I seen better days
Y'all will never catch me hating
The way y'all hate everyday