To Be Like Mine

[Verse 1]
It’s hard to be happy when you’re constantly sad
I don’t want anyone in the future to deal with that
I’ve been hurt and alone since I was nine
Six years of pain, six years of lies
I wish I could change how things happened
I wish I could change being friends with that friend

[Chorus]
If I ever have a kid sometime
I don’t want their life to be like mine
I don’t want the cycle to start again
And they lose all of their friends
They can never be happy in junior high
And they havе constant thoughts about wanting to die

[Verse 2]
I made a friend in fifth gradе who was never a friend
He told me to die so I punched him in the neck
We had constant arguments and he said he wants me to die
I told him it’ll be a while before I try

[Chorus]
If I ever have a kid sometime
I don’t want their life to be like mine
I don’t want the cycle to start again
And they lose all of their friends
They can never be happy in junior high
And they have constant thoughts about wanting to die

[Bridge]
My mind is empty like a hollow sphere
I know no one is here
I know I will always be alone
But I write songs on my phone
What do you expect
From someone who doesn’t deserve respect

[Chorus]
If I ever have a kid sometime
I don’t want their life to be like mine
I don’t want the cycle to start again
And they lose all of their friends
They can never be happy in junior high
And they have constant thoughts about wanting to die
If I ever have a kid sometime
I don’t want their life to be like mine
I don’t want the cycle to start again
And they lose all of their friends
They can never be happy in junior high
And they have constant thoughts about wanting to die