Summer Flow

Yeah
Hey yo jim, I can feel the pain in this one
I keep my mouth closed and let my feelings overflow. I'm feeling all this pain and it's hard to let it go
I got these people saying they love me, but I really just don't know it ain't no hate

I really love them, but that's just the life I chose i'm manifesting on my own
It's time for me to find some growth every day that they around
I just start thinking about my bro and I can't tell you how I feel. I'd rather keep my feelings close
I found the girl of my dreams and I can't never let her go. I closed my eyes

I laid my head and tried to get some sleep. I tried these different methods even started counting sheep
It's hard to find some peace when this pain is running all the deep i'm all alone in this world
Why they took my dog from me and death been on my mind and it got me really scared a couple years ago
I took a gun and put it to my head cause suicide seen better cause nobody really cared and it's a shame what you would

Do when you alone and you prepared i'm fighting against myself and I don't think that I could win
And I done talked to god that we conversed about my sins
I told him that I feel like daniel and i'm in the lion's den protect me from this cloud. I'm trying to see my dogs again
God, give me the strength to realize the virtues that i've been missing

I'm passive aggressive when we texting i'm on a mission i'm chilling with my shawty
But with fam, I keep it distant. I ain't never had no problem being open with my feelings
I'm really trying to change and chase these dreams and knock these dollars somehow feel trapped just like a dog strapped to a collar
I'm chilling by myself because my emotions cloud my judgment and i'm giving all my problems to the man that come above