Thinking (Part 4)
[Intro]
Thinkin', I've been thinkin'
A lot has changed since I wrote part three
Thinkin', I've been thinkin'
People wanna be me, I don't wanna be RV (Yo)
[Verse 1]
All these racks I get, I used to manifest (I did)
Had to bag a Z, now I just rap instead (Rap)
I hate the fame, I'll take the good with the bad, I guess (True)
And I smoke my weed tryna manage stress (Stress)
Money talks, I learned the language like Rosetta Stone (Money)
If it's beef, it's forever, fam, it's set in stone (Stone)
Switch to DND on my tеlephone
Everybody want to see mе, I just want a second loan (Please)
Thinkin' in my room, all alone with my thoughts
They don't show you love until you're cold as a corpse (Dead)
If my niggas in suits, they're probably goin' to court
We put niggas in zoots, send their soul to the Lord (R.I.P.)
I tell gang, "If I die, don't cry, just ride and make sure you show no remorse" 'cah if you touch my bro then it's war (It's war)
I'll handle it, like I'm openin' doors (Shoot, shoot)
[Chorus]
A lot has changed since I wrote part three
People wanna be me, I don't wanna be RV
Thinkin', I've been thinkin'
All this weight on my chest feels like I can't breathe (Can't breathe)
I start thinkin' 'bout my life when I can't sleep (Can't sleep)
Tryna get out my head, but I can't leave (Can't leave)
I know my past is dark and my future's bright (Bright)
Wrong or right, either way, it's like I can't see (Look)
[Verse 2]
Thinkin' 'bout the work I put in back in days (Work)
And how they forget about you when you catch a case (It's peak)
Everybody say I'm real on my block and that's cool, but I can't feed my family with them accolades (I can't)
I got mouths to feed (Mouths to feed)
I'm an advocate (Advocate)
People count on me (Count on me), like an abacus (Abacus, they do)
I love to profit, just not the one from Nazareth (No)
DXT, but [?] life ain't glamorous (Trust)
Free all the guys, hope they're takin' it well (Free 'em up)
I'm free and alive, but my paigon's in Hell (Haha)
I made it out, I hope my niggas make it as well (I pray)
I got a son, I need generational wealth
I owe my mum my life, I'm forever in debt (Forever)
I try buy her everythin', but she says to invest
I used to bang for my bros, it was never incest (Never)
Now, patternin' home, that's my better interest (Real talk)
[Chorus]
A lot has changed since I wrote part three (Part three)
People wanna be me, I don't wanna be RV (RV, I don't)
Thinkin', I've been thinkin' (Thinkin')
All this weight on my chest feels like I can't breathe (Can't breathe)
I start thinkin' 'bout my life when I can't sleep (Can't sleep)
Tryna get out my head, but I can't leave (Can't leave)
I know my past is dark and my future's bright (Bright)
Wrong or right, either way, it's like I can't see (Can't see)
[Outro]
I've been thinkin'
I've been thinkin'
Thinkin' 'bout the work I put in back in days and how they forget about you when you catch a case (Catch a case)