Deterioration

You threw me off
With our standoff
Oh ya
Constant low blows
It got out of control
Armors wrecked
Egos in check
Every day I ask myself when it's enough
How many people have to get roughed up
You never ever cared about any of my dealings
And still, you haven't asked how I may be feeling
Deterioration of my mind
Goddamn it gets me every time
I need something to grasp on tight
To hold me down before I take flight
Deterioration of my soul
At what point should I just let go?
Yet as the dust fills the air
I still see your face everywhere
You had me stunned
When all was said and done
Was your objective to just hurt me?
You come in the next day like everythings ok
Well I'm done ignoring it and I'm not sorry
Every day I tell myself it's not worth the stress
I've heard the same excuse and I don't possess
The patience to let it go that's not me
I formed my own voice to speak finally
Deterioration of my mind
Goddamn it gets me every time
I need something to grasp on tight
To hold me down before I take flight
Deterioration of my soul
At what point should I just let go
Yet as the dust fills the air
I still see your face everywhere
Mmm
Mmm
Deterioration of my mind
Goddamn it gets me every time
I need something to grasp on tight
To hold me down before I take flight
Deterioration of my soul
At what point should I just let go
Yet as the dust fills the air
I still see your face everywhere