Can I Say

Can I say a couple things, God I'm needing it
Killing me is so hard, hate still feeling this
You keep breaking my chains, I still fasten it
Deliverance came and went like I'm missing it
I'm getting tired of sleeping in the same place
Climbing up this mountain all up in my face
Arms are tired of straining constant I'm in pain
I'm in pain
I'm in pain
You keep telling me to cast all my burdens on you
I keep telling You that I'm here waiting for Your first move
You keep telling me to cast all my burdens on you
I keep waiting at the cross forgot Your first move

How can I say
That I'm trusting You as much as I can
But the same time be so stressed that I can't sleep
Cause I need You
How can I say
That Your touch is what is holding me up
But I still can't get no rest in Your love see
Cause I need You

How many times did I say I trust You
Say You were my all in all
How many times did I say I love You
Right before I chose to fall
I would walk a million miles for a minute
From the time You and I stood beside for a minute
Where my life and Your life intertwined I'll admit it
Miss that time I'm alive but homicide was committed
I'm sick and tired of the mistrust
My flesh will die cause I miss us
And I can fly when it's just us
And in due time it'll add up
At the cross, at the cross, I'm praying
That Your grace, that Your grace would save me

How can I say
That I'm trusting You as much as I can
But the same time be so stressed that I can't sleep
Cause I need You
How can I say
That Your touch is what is holding me up
But I still can't get no rest in Your love see
Cause I need You