everything you need (you already have)

I trusted that leaping through the portal would help me
But I've been chewing the same cheap meal each day to find some form of consistency
A friend said I can cultivate my new life when I get back
But I've never been able to keep a plant alive
Another reminds me to inhale deep
But It's dense to breathe when heaping bodies are consuming all the oxygen I need
I feel confined in the web though I've never been more physically free
Cut off from this deadpan society there are over 800 cities around me
How can one not feel small in such an immeasurable room
Despite how many books I read I never quite find the expression that fits me
The dim cloud looms in my language
In between each blurred line and shallow crack
Always fixing my gaze on the lack
Overlooking these ethereal moments that I'll never get back
This town sweeps up the bleak into an old dustpan
If this couldn't save me what possibly can

You will see that everything that you need
You have already
You will see that everything that you need
You have already