The Dream
Living the fucking dream
Ya fucking right
I can’t afford to buy myself groceries
And my girl said she fucking over me
So I guess I’m stuck right where I started
Thinking about the dearly departed and how they lost it
I’m only 18 but I’m hopefully for the future
And I still ain’t lost my sense of humor
Maybe I’m just thankful I didn’t turn into a usar
Cuz that shit it leave people in a stupor
I wanna be rich and I wanna be famous
But most of all I’m just sick of my life being aimless
The way I look at it most of my life I’ve been hated
Maybe I should just end it I think it would be painless
Cuz suicide is just a state of mind
But that trigger it ain’t ever being primed
I never once thought of actually going through with it
That's just some shit I aint ever fuckin doin
Ya we all got some dreams
But that’s all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it’s just a dream to me
We all just trying to get through the fucking day alive
But really at the end of the day we ain’t fucking alive
Everyday it’s same old shit
Bodies being made and bitches being hit
Look I made up mind years ago
That I was gonna make some money and go
Go to LA and become a star
Rich and famous and drive fancy cars
But thinkin that shit well it was naive of me
Cuz my priorties have fuckin changed
Now I just wanna make enough money
So I can make sure if i have a kid he ain’t gonna be a junkie
I wanna get a house
I wanna get my ass out of here and bounce
Also I want people to learn how to pronounce
My last name but I think I’m dreaming
Ya we all got some dreams
But that’s all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it’s just a dream to me
Look ya’ll know I’m down to fight
But really I ain’t the violent type
If i being really brutally honest
I say a lot of that shit just being Ironic
I’m just trying to make a fucking living
But I ain’t giving up cuz I’m driven
Driven by the dream of success
And having honeys stoking my chest
The more I think about it lifes a game of chess
You make a wrong move and you get left with regrets
Like I should have never left highschool but I digress
Cuz if you dwell on regrets it only makes you depressed
And I’m fucking sick of this shit
It’s like I’m never adequate
But I ain’t ever gonna quit
Cuz I’ma make this life my bitch
Ya we all got some dreams
But that’s all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it’s just a dream to me