Trials and Tribulations, Pt. 1

(Verse 1)
Coming to you live and direct
From the city of sketch
Every day my life's a risk, and I’m put to the test
This ain't the Thrill no more, I gotta put it to rest
When you put in the work, that's how you earn the respect
There’s a few things in myself that I gotta inspect
I'll admit, the way I live gets me emotionally wrecked
I ain't a kid no more
Living on borrowed time, I can't no more
Look at me now mama, I'm still the kid that you adore
But shit just ain't the same, It's bout that time to make a changе
All that bullshit I was on, I cannot act like that today
Or else I'll nеver grow
All the pain I took when I had no control
Starts the healing process, understanding what I’m here for

(Verse 2)
I just wanna talk with you
Lately I’ve been feeling lost with you
Miscommunications got me feeling flat
Is it just me or are you feeling that too
It's just something I’ve been meaning to ask you
I can't ignore the uncertainty
Thoughts and they been irkin me
The shit that we say to each other we be takin personally
The more we say things we don't mean the more it hurts
And I can feel the wounds cut deeper and deeper like a surgery
And that ain't really like me, can I really be myself with you
Jaded by my breakups this the last thing I be tryna do
Is fix something that’s doomed to collapse
She told me that it's cause I haven't come to terms with my past
Whatchu mean
She said if you want to make anything last
You gotta do the hard work and understand where you at
And make the changes necessary to start to cleaning your act
Or nothing gets resolved and you just stay where you at

Muthafucka I hear you
Goddammit I hear you

Ain't nothin change in a day
But if you hear what I say
You'll become who you want to be by starting today

(Outro)
And I've been blind by desires
Can you help me heal my scars