Trust Issues (feat. WE$tmane)

Creeping up on my thoughts, whisper evil to my ears
Going through my loss, been the same a couple years
I see you in my shadows, even see you in my dreams
I see you turn me hollow, yeah I’ve seen you since my teens
I don’t know what to do, don’t know where to scream
Been feeling so mute, disconnected from my genes
I can’t relate no more, can’t feel what it’s like
Been empty in my core, I’ve been losing this war
Expectations getting high, motivation on the low
Got me stressed out, got nowhere to go
What you think of me when I’m out of my brain
Breathing getting faster like I’m going insane
Heart’s ready to drop at any moment
Cause my mind’s in a constant form of torment
How’d I get myself in any of this mess
Can’t even get focused on chasing the cheques
The asthma to the pain, I wonder what’s next
Anxiety and paranoia yeah they have me so stressed
Feel like my mind’s playing trick on my head
Am I alive cause I’ve been feeling so dead
Lost control in my head, am I getting jumped
Am I lying to myself, am I in a slump
Mind’s full of worries and I miss you’s
Who would have know I have trust issues
I got trust issues, I got trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues
I got trust issues, trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues, I got
Shit, I don’t really wanna ask
I don’t get assisted when I go on a task
Don’t gotta convince me, I wasn’t gonna pass
Once you take a hit you ain’t never coming back
Let me get a glimpse of the picture, see the flash
I can reminisce days talking about the past
I couldn’t risk, take I cannot advance
See you don’t got shit to say when you see me
Frenemies, enemies every nigga not what they pretend to be, what you tellin me, no
Start to act a type of way, we gone lose hope
Man I see you capping straight through the loophole
Cause I dress nice, now they got they heads tight
Restless nights, I can’t even get right
Stress-free right until they see me on sight
So many thoughts I could be reading yours right
Hell of an effect, how I get to your mind
Better protect your neck ‘fore they get to your spine
Peeking out the window
Seeking what I did though, is they needing my credentials, nigga no lie
Start to act a type of way, we gone lose hope
Why they started acting strange, nigga who knows
Farsighted niggas never got to see the vision
Boy we right here now they telling me we too close
I got trust issues, I got trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues
I got trust issues, trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues
Damn oh damn I got trust issues, I got
I got trust issues, I got
The older that I get, the better I’m myself
Therapy, religion were my saviours from my hell
Hide in a shell, my words couldn’t tell
Was going through it saying fuck to my well
Being, music got in my health
Took a break, now I found myself
Justified my pain, thought to excel
All this just to put my mind in a cell
Used to say some shit like suffer for the cause
The cause was clout, clouding up my thoughts
Was swallowed in my own fucking jaws
Had to stop quick, had to put it on pause
Ready set go, getting applause
Mic in my hands with a new set of laws
Make sure I’m good before this music shit
A slave to the past, not a new prophet