i'm a joke with no punchline
Smoke get high
It doesn't stop, just numb insecurities
Why can't I be like them, them, them
Half my world declines
I see myself with hateful eyes, oh eyes
And I'm on my own
The fight of my life, my life, my life, my life
High off my head, I'm fucked off my mind
Eating my skin and waste my life
Questioning, why?
Make it bleed, it's pretty that way
Path is split
Either this or coping, either drugs or hoping
Why can't I be happier myself?
Always relying on others help, oh help
Half my world declines
I see myself with hateful eyes, oh eyes
And I'm on my own
The fight of my life, my life, my life, my life