Paradise

I've kissed your picture
Every day I've been gone
I call all the time
But you're never home
I know you're workin'
And that ain't wrong
But I just need you here with me

Cause you see most days
It's a glass of whiskey
And a shot of beer
I'm cryin' in streams
I don't cry in tears
And you've shown me somethin'
That in all my years
I've never seen before
Yeah, you've shown me
Somethin' that in all my years
I've never seen before

I could be in paradise
I could be in hell
I'm so numb that I can't even tell
My heart is screamin' and I can't yell
And you're too far away
To hear me cry
So I drink myself to sleep
Almost every night

Well I'll return and then you'll leave
I guess I'll see you in my dreams
So go on darlin'
Spread your wings
And when you're flyin'
Fly back to me

Cause you see most days
It seems like the hours
They're on repeat
It's hard to dream when you can't sleep

And you've shown me somethin'
That in all my tears
I've never seen before
Yeah, you've shown me somethin'
Through all my tears
I've never seen before

I could be in paradise
Well I could be in hell
I'm so numb that I can't even tell
My heart is screamin' and I can't yell
And you're too far away
To hear me cry
So I drink myself to sleep
Almost every night