Broke

[Intro: Samuel House]
My soul was broken indeed
I know the Lord is with me

[Verse 1: Timothy Brindle]
Lord thank you for pursuing me
A ruined fiend is what I used to be
Pursuing youthful lusts since puberty
Not just foolery but lunacy
Sin sick with no immunity
Worse yet dead in sins brutally
From all this I was moved to see
Him who was bruised for my contumacy
Then rose up from the tomb indeed
So I spit His truth musically
Now beautifully and prudently
He uses trials as He's pruning me
But some days I feel like I'm gonna break
Cuz too much is on my plate
So tears run down my face
I ache my heart is faint
Yo I have to stop and pray
All sufficient is your grace
In my weakness you're my strength
Honestly, our lives arе broken like pottery
But rеliance on self to cope is idolatry
So this brokenness is constantly
For us to Hope in Him and to show to men that He is all we need
Jesus now you're at work in Tim and Sammy
Growing us like kids who no longer fit their jammies
Unbelievers they don't even understand me
He's cleaning house to clean us out in every nook and cranny
Not seldomly my sin is overwhelming me
Then I look to the Cross where Jesus Christ suffered hell for me
He fully paid for my felonies
He's compelling me to tell with glee and to yell and sing this melody

[Bridge: Samuel House]
The more that I grow the more that it shows
That my soul was broken indeed
Feels like I'm alone on this road don't know where I need to go
But I know the Lord is with me

[Verse 2: Samuel House]
I remember when I thought I had a heart attack or stroke had my back against the ropes
In the ER with no hope thought I was finished
Close to being diabetic though I know I had to change but moped
Didn't do anything but soaked I needed cleansing
It was sink or swim seen what I've become it wasn't pretty
Had to double down thought about my son because he needs me
But I couldn't even provide for my own life how can I give him
What I never had if I myself don't have it daddy issues
In the past relationships wasn't working for me
Women throwing themselves at me but don't want nothing from me
I guess God is probably saying practice celibacy
But temptation's pressuring me to make them weak in the knees
I used to cope with pornography marijuana and liquor
Sex and whining up looking for peace in sin mind had got sicker
Every time and my mission aborted like I was out getting
Rid of my little children cause I didn't want them but listen
When I was broke nobody would look my way
Looked down on me everyday had negative things to say it's ok
And when I was broke my spirit was led astray
My journey had a delay but still God had gave me his Grace in His name
And I was broke mentally physically til I got up
And I was broke financially then I stopped chasing a buck
And I was broke emotionally so I stopped fiending for love
And I was broke spiritually then I stopped running from God
Now I'm not broke

Sammie