birthright
[Verse 1]
You'll watch me fall down the same dark hole
That my dad fell in, 20 years old
Regulating with heroin
He got drafted, went through basic
Cleaned himself up, got married and had a kid
I wish I could talk to the dead
Find the source of the shit going on in my head
I wonder if he was bipolar too
Did it come from my mom's side? Is it my birthright?
[Verse 2]
If I say, "I hate this part of me"
You'd just say, "it's still a part of me"
All I can do is grow, can do is change
I'll die alone the best way
[Verse 3]
Time's a flat circle, I'll always end up where I came from
Despite how I try, I'll make thе same mistakes
Over and ovеr and over again
Like destiny thinks I'm my parents
[Outro]
So where does the half survived come in?
Do I decide how I wanna live?
I wish I could know, I fuckin' wish I could know
Fuck, I wish I could know
I wish I knew
[Instrumental]