Trainwreck

This is not what I expected to become
The colored water is draggin' me down
Oh each and every time I say that this will be the last
But it becomes a lie my urges deeply bury in the past
The sun comes up
And my night starts to close in
One more line and I'm scared this will be it

Just let me off this ride
Cause somehow I keep takin' one more try

Substance blinds me to a point
Where I don't know right from wrong
And I'm riskin' it
Thinkin' bout the ones I hurt
And what I could become
Well I'm close to it
I'm afraid of it

Take this knot
Put it somewhere else so I can breathe
Will I ever get back up to a place where I can breathe?
Just let me off this ride
Cause evil's tellin' me just one more line

Watch the sun go down again
Watch my friends all drown again
And I could join them
It'd be a pleasure in my veins
Until the devil shows up at the door
And starts to play our game

Suddenly
I've become so weak
And suddenly
I'm in too deep
He discovers me
Oh the devil in disguise
And he teases me
But I can't see through his eyes
No I can't see through his eyes
No I can't see through his eyes
No I can't see through his eyes

Just let me off this ride
Cause evil's tellin' me just one more line
Please get me off this ride
Cause if I hit that
I don't think I'll survive