The Looking Glass

There is a shame
Hidden behind my name
Because of you
I found a reason to change

What have I become
I'm a disappointment
Where do I belong
All my cards are spent
On magic tricks and dreams I'll never see

This is the time
I'm wasting in your place
As it goes by
I start to forget your face

Where are you now
I'm looking through a glass
Someone showed me how
A body turns to ash
And disappears like they were never here

But I won't believe that your heart ever stopped
All the love that I feel from you even though we're apart

The up's and downs
In that year we grew
We found it hard
But I survived because of you

All the life you shared
I took it for my own
You had always cared
Whether we got home and were safe an sound with happy little dreams

But I can't believe that your heart ever stopped
All the love that I feel from you even though we're apart
I wished on 18 candles but it didn't come true
Because I looked around the room
And couldn't see you

So I can't believe that your heart really stopped