Wish

Changes change me
Strangers hurt me
I told you not to leave

Paint you, paint me
Picture, Lonely
I did warn you

You wish it was me
You wish you were home
Anxiety builds when I don't call
You wish you chose me
You wish you stayed home

You've made me bleed in
Now I don't believe in trust
Anymore

Breathe in fresh air
I'll hear sirens
Break the mould

You wish it was me
You wish you were home
My anxiety knew you'd walk out the door
You wish you chose me
You wish you'd stayed home

I wish you chose me
I wish I was wrong
I hoped our pictures could stay on the wall
You wish you loved me
I wish I had known

I know I've gone cold
We promised to speak
But letters won't fix what you've done to me

I needed you then,
I couldn't get through
Why was our love such a weakness for you

You wanna be friends
Battered and bruised
Used for your pleasure
An empathy ruse

Picked myself up
Set boundaries
You just wanna touch what you can't have when you can see

Do you wish you stayed here
Do you bury yourself
Do you think about the day you chose to move on/walk out

I hope you're happy with yourself