Heaven/Hell

Verse 1:
Death is coming
My heaven was when i was seven or
Six moms gone full crazy full lazy shes fifty
Something dads no longer
A lad hes bout the same height as me
Living inside a boat schizophrenic
Can't play jokes neither parents take tokes both
Scramble for smokes hope dad don't slip cause
He does speed the seed of drug addiction happens when you become dependent on the drug starts giving you a hugs
A personality expеrienced when
You eventually keep abusing
Brain chemistry starts changing
Like the wavelengths of music
Feel sick when with-drawling
Everybody experience different
Its hard to defer that's
Why if you watch it happen
You get fear that shit turn to anger
Ain't fair when life is in
Danger

Chorus:
Tripping the grip is slowly tipping someone called me god on the roadside of shaugnessy x 2

Verse 2:
Poison entering your blood stream festering
And moving conveyor belt hits ya body hard
As a dusty sheep carpet
The skin vibrates concrete mixing smells of
Tarpit hells on the other-side when your
Father is on cocaine telling ya to
Shut the fuck up cause ya got a mouth
On your face and mother got an attitude
So screaming takes place crying from
Emotional struggle wanting a drink of smirnoff
Angry drunk at seventeen no wonder
I tossed and turned at night seeing my parents
Become that which is described momma
A few years later when im fifteen
She turns addict feeling like i should
Sit alone in a attic and pop xanax
Had just mad feelings towards both for showing me
The definition of adult nothing