Send A Lifeline

Here we go
Why can't I see the path in front of me
Everything that I want to be all the pain inside of me
All the hostility I can't seem to set the anger free
My life's both a comedy and a tragedy
I bottle it all inside I want to run and hide
From myself do or die can't seem to decide
You'll never see the tears that I've cried
Just know that I've wasted all of my life

I don't want to feel trapped in my own head space the walls are closing in
I can't seem to erase all the pain buried deep down ripping at my own skin

I'm choking on my own words getting in my own way
Afraid of what tomorrow holds I live my life in dismay
There's a tightness in my chest my heads in disarray
Haunting voices screaming at me always on replay
Everyday I get closer to the edge
Want to jump but I'm already at the bottom
And I'm always looking down
No ones around nobody to pull me out

I don't want to feel trapped in my own head space the walls are closing in
I can't seem to erase all the pain buried deep down ripping at my own skin

I'm broken down feel empty
I'm tired of feeling like this
I don't want to live this way
Darkness surrounding me
I really don't care if tomorrow never comes

Send a lifeline crushed by the weight of doubt in my mind
Can't seem to keep my head above the water drowning in my fear
Send a lifeline torn between the will to fight or give up and die
Might not make it another day it's all so unclear
Send a lifeline
Send a lifeline