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To my friends and family, I'm sorry I've been distant
Speakin' to you candidly, anxiety had me trippin'
These words will make a stand for me and so I hope you listen
Said these words gon stand for me, my God I hope you listen
Apparently, my mind is searchin' for transparency
At least that's what the lady said to me real carefully, woah
Time is up, and I needed some more clarity
But she ain't give a fuck, guess that's why I don't do therapy
Let's go, I'm with Bconn bumpin' Quest, that's the tribe
Rollin' blunts to alleviate the stress in my mind, I'm goin' blind
Happiness is hard to find, lost my way a couple times
Almost buried me alive, but the music always shine, aye
Goin' bar for bar up in this mental prison
I was gone for way too long, ain't like the way that I was livin'
Got no words that fit this song, and I was just about to give in
Met this girl the other day, she said she liked how I was drivin'
There I go, now I'm thinkin' she the one
All my friends out there sayin' that boy SEM under the gun
But it ain't workin' out, I swear to god it's got me hurtin' now
I got my phone on DND, I'm back to workin' now
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