​​safe&sound

And I don’t know what to tell you
Held myself back too many times
I know it’s all up to me but
I guess I'm just too weak
And I cry myself to sleep
I don’t want nobody to see this side of me
It’s way too deep it’s not good for me
I been know that but I'm caught up in my ways
I’ve been trying to escape my fate
It’s hard to breathe
And I keep carrying this weight around
But all I want is to feel safe and sound

I want to run away when I wake up
But there is nowhere I can go
When I feel I have to be hard enough
You make me feel I have no bone
Sleep pills and day pills make me feel unreal
It must to be clear between you and me
I didn't mean to be so bad I think
Ovеrwhelmed by this half alive, half dеad
I wash my throat with poisons again
I think I need to rest because I'm not myself

And I don’t know what to tell you
Held myself back too many times
I know it’s all up to me but
I guess I'm just too weak
And I cry myself to sleep
I don’t want nobody to see this side of me
It’s way too deep it’s not good for me
I been know that but I'm caught up in my ways
I’ve been trying to escape my fate
It’s hard to breathe
And I keep carrying this weight around
But all I want is to feel safe and sound