Broken Bones (feat. Deyaz)

Feel trapped and I feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They'd say I'm worn out all the time
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before I can shut my eyes

I see all the beauty in life
The next minute I wanna die
Drugs ain't been getting me high
I can't get outta of mind

I'm so in love then I'm not
Ice in my veins but I'm hot
I run away from my thoughts
But i get scared when they stop

I guess that I'm crazy or maybe I'm bad at just numbing the pain
I know there's people that feel how i feel
But I Guess they just better at running away
Living so fake
I wish they'd say
How they been feeling so I can feel safe
With how I been living and all my mistakes
I'm trying but I cannot change

Highest highs then lowest lows
Undiagnosed with no way to cope
Prescription pill make me feel alone
I wish I'd know
Where I'm supposed to go

When I'm at the peak I can see the valley
Why I'm still depressed when I'm feeling happy
Will there come when it not coming at me
Will they find me dead and laying in a alley

Feel trapped and i feel weak
If these broken bones could speak
They'd say I'm worn out all the time
Daytime gets more bleak
Wait for mood swings to reach its peak
Before I can shut my eyes

I got back what I asked for
My life's a dream but I'm still bored
Stopped popping pills
Thought I'd be alright
But i still like
Getting high more

When I float up then I'm wanting down
So I'm flying back but i hate the ground
So I seek for love
Till I see it comes
Then I chose to run
Like I never found

As i keep turning I'm running in circles and stuck at start
Looking for signals that I'll never find
Cause I lost the key that would open my heart
I've been to a victim to all of the scars
And all of the times that they've torn me apart
Then fix it with the stitches just like it's art
But lately it's getting too hard (Delay)

You'll never be who I am
You cannot see what I've seen
That's why my bones getting weak
I stand in defeat
And planning to leave
I'm planning to go I'm planning to end
Living this life without any friends
Living this life no where to begin
Start over a life without any sin