30 Minutes or Less

So this is it?
Is this all we tried?
How was I so blind?
You should've known that
You don't have to lie, you don't have to fix
It's okay to cry, and it's okay to miss
Me and all my love, the taste on your lips
I just need to know is this it?

How do you?
Get out of bed in the morning?
When life is just so boring
I couldn't control it
I still hate myself, always have and will
You are doing swell, bet that really sells
Putting on a face to cover your distaste
You say "it means a lot", I guess not

I'm a big mess I'm all over the place
Taking my hand then you got in my face
You said "let's go back inside... everything will be alright"
I know that it's coming so I gotta embrace
I didn't really know that I got in the way
Of you and other guys, hope you have a better life
Taking my time when I got non to waste
Got to get out out so I pick up the pace
And make my way outside, never saying bye