Low Self Esteem

Ka...
OOOH!
Kakawww!

I just wanna go up in the sky
Like that fucking bird that's flying up
But ya boy is held back in the ground
By own mind
Cause thats what I'm used to
I keep trying
But I got a pessimistic view on my life
I just wanna go up in the sky
I just wanna go up in the sky

(You fucking suck)
Shut up
(You can't do nothing)
Shut up
(Everything you touch turns to dust)
(You trash)
Shut the fuck up
(You'll never be nothing)
(You trash you lame, you'll never be nothing)
Shut up!

2 Hours have passed I've been spending time trynna find the right video on my pornhub
When I Bust my nut
The question comes to me again
Am I gonna be shit
Am I gonna live here my entire life
Lately I just can't find the will to have faith in my self
Cause every time I try my mind just tells me no
Stupid you can't do this shit
Cause if you fucking try you know that you gonna fucking fail bitch

My mind is like a magnet
It attracts only bad shit

I know it's my fault
Because Im a product of this freaking society