cigarettes & ashtrays

I hate when you act like I can read your mind
Four hours fore I'm gone so you hide and waste my time
Making me feel stupid, every time I speak
Maybe this ain't working
You're like a whole new person
I don't want to give up but it's like you're not trying
Is your love genuine or are you good at lying
I say some bad things
You say some bad things
You leave a bad taste in my mouth like cigarettes and ashtrays
I'm scared and nervous
On the surface I'm calm and collected
I tell you how I feel, your face sour, you're disrespected
You my lover
You my fighter
You're my biggest fan
I'd kill myself fore I accept you with another man
Seems like everyday I try so hard to bite my tongue
To keep quiet from saying shit that would make you run
Like if I told you how I really felt
Would you stay around to keep me up or would you say goodbye and wish me well
Like you're mad at me right now as I'm writing this draft
You got me thinking I don't know are we moving too fast
Am I just another stepping stone to help you heal
I guess time will have to show me what is really real
I hate when you act like I can read your mind
Four hours fore I'm gone so you hide and waste my time
Making me feel stupid, every time I speak
Maybe this ain't working
You're like a whole new person
I don't want to give up but it's like you're not trying
Is your love genuine or are you good at lying
I say some bad things
You say some bad things
You leave a bad taste in my mouth like cigarettes and ashtrays
Cigarettes and ashtrays
And to think the only thing I want to give you is my last name