Memories

What the deal though, don't tell me that I'm fine
I listen to your memories, but none of them are mine
I don't recall it, I don't remember your name
The people waiting in the hall, to me they're all the same
Fucking no bodies and I'm a no body to them
I don't remember your photos, don't show me those again
This bitch saying I love her, she don't ring a bell
I don't remember my opinion and she's hot, it's hard to tell
And all bets are off, and all my debts you can forget them
Cuz my memory is wiped out flat from the beginning
I don't represent nothing, I don't come from any hood
I'm sick of strangers all about me, damn it don't do any good
I never ever look back again or recollect
I don't remember you either, bitch; I don't want to reconnect
So just leave me alone and let me start a new tomorrow
I don't even want the shit I let you borrow, keep it.

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

They took me to somebody's house
I'm layin in somebody's bed
Starin at a lightbulb, eyes sunk in my head
How the fuck did this happen?
What the fuck is my name?
Are there really memories somewhere tucked into my brain
It's all the same to me though, it's all a game to me though
These people stopping by, saying hi. They're lame to me though
I don't remember my style. I don't recall nothing at all
Was I rap, rock, hippie shit or pop, who da call?
Who ta lean on
Every night I dream the same rerun
The back of my eyelids the only memory I'm seeing
Paralyzed in the brain they tell me so many stories
I'm just staring at their lips moving, lost in purgatory
It's all Blah blah blah then we blah blah player
Fucking more words pourin outta head after head
I quit listening and I flip'em the bird and fall asleep
I ain't even sure what fucking language I speak
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Did I have favorites or anything I hated?
Who did I love and why's it all disintegrated?
My memory was born today, this ain't even my life
They're telling me it's where I belong, but they ain't right
Put me lost in a forest alone in a cabin
Cuz all there ever was for me is gone, I can't have it
I don't want to live in this kid's life any more
Therefore fuck you, show me outta the door

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find
Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine
Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find