Been Trying

I've been waiting
For this day to come
A separate place
To change up
I did too much
But Just enough to keep me on the ride

I've been thinking
Really too much
Just to live up
To expectations
Just enough to keep them satisfied

Lemme tell you
How I'm feelin
Know I'm trying, so hard

Tryna tell you
How I'm feelin

Know I'm wasting
An opportunity to live up
To your level
If your level really is enough

Well I can tell you
how I'm feelin
Know I'm trying, so hard
Don't ya know I'm trying so hard
You know I'm trying so hard
Tryin tryin
(Yeah)