Soul Ties

Why do you keep sabotaging your sanity?

Why do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him is like it's insanity
How do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him it's like
Some will say it's a soul tie

Lusting with passion
Blame myself for my actions (yeah)
Hurting on the inside
No one can see me cry
thought I was stronger than this
I know he's not good for me
when he calls or texts me (Decisions Decisions)
The time that's spent
don't want it to end
make a decision
is it God or him

Why do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him is like it's insanity
How do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him it's like
Some say it's a soul tie

Got a hold each other
Feeling lust like no other (yeah)
He wins most of the time
It's hard for me to deny (My flesh)
Temptation was never so present
Pain shame and guilt
When I'm not in His will
Wondering how God feels
Needing to repent still

Why do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him is like it's insanity
How do you keep sabotaging your sanity?
Every time your with him it's like
Some say it's a soul tie

I pray this cycle stops I can't take no more
Oh lord I can't break no more
It's messing with my mind and body spirit can't take no more
I want to be whole again not broken down by the pain

Yeah

The devil had a hold on me
I will admit that (in this area of my life)
but Gods is stronger than the enemy so he needs to kick back ( So strong so strong)
So know that you are not alone
Jesus is a healer (Yes he is)
If God can heal me from my past
He can do that for any believer (Do it for you)